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Of course this blog is a blatant exercise in exhibitionism. I feel unashamedly titillated by the idea that someone actually reads these line...

There is a human type I call "people living on the edge". They are not like the rest; they are outsiders, outcast, miscasts. They ...

"I know so many people who think they can do it alone They isolate their heads and stay in their safety zones Now what can you tell the...

I'm writing this on Liina 's computer. She is staying in for Juhannus to babysit her mother's cat, a cute little striped thing c...

So, Finland is in for another Juhannus , or yearly midsummer festivities. Usually people head on Juhannus out of town to their summer cotta...

"For a very long time everybody refuses and then almost without a pause almost everybody accepts." - Gertrude Stein These Chicks ...

No, I don't mean that you can enjoy now Chicks on Speed in liquid form, but that on their recent Amsterdam and UK gigs as the supporter...

WHY I WANT TO FUCK RONALD REAGAN [1967] by J.G. Ballard RONALD REAGAN AND THE CONCEPTUAL AUTO DISASTER. Numerous studies have been conducted...

Again, someone else has managed to verbalise exactly the same feelings I've been through myself, all my life... "I never felt like ...

Ha. Now that I've whined and complained about women here, the Blogspot automatically adds a link to "How To Attract Women" to...

I'm not afraid of ridiculing myself. Every king used to have a jester. At the same time I'm serious as hell. My words act as the tra...

I live in a torture chamber, and that torture chamber is my mind. How can I demand discipline from other people if I'm not able to apply...

For me, women -- or at least many I have known personally -- have represented a sort of primordial chaos that is hard for me to comprehend. ...

"Release the fiend that lies dormant within you..." - The Process Church of the Final Judgment No one else has described the psych...

I wrote the Kompleksi song "The Only Star In My Sky" about Alex of Chicks on Speed . Yes, I had a crush on her, fell in love; s...

People with big egos usually live in glass houses. I have seen, heard and experienced some dark things that have made me what I am today. Wh...

Here are some interesting Net articles on the connections between "neo-folk", gothic, dark wave and industrial subcultures, and th...

"you never gave life a chance you've got to give life a chance..." We programme ourselves as we go on, and perhaps I've be...

In the Greek mythology Sisyphus was forced to roll a block of stone against a steep hill, which tumbled back down when he reached the top. T...

"Still waiting for my saviour, storms tear me limb from limb; my fingers feel like seaweed...I'm so far out I'm too far in. I a...